Bad things....what can you do?

This pile O' crap just doesn't stop, huh?
People always ask, "How are you keeping it together, how are you so happy?"
Can you imagine, if you were to pass away or simply disappear....would you want your loved ones or friends to be happy or gloomy every day that passes?
You know the answer to that! And...if you don't, you are one sick fool.
To all who are unhappy, take a long look in the mirror. WHY? You look horrible! Grow a pair and sky dive, maybe that will bring a nervous, yet happy tear to your eye.
Stop treating others like crap simply because it elevates your mood. You suck that way.
The solution to that is simple. Stop sucking.
:)
Man, I feel like a crazy person at times, yet I am told I handle it very well. I feel as if I'm all over the board! Temperatures are rising in odd places and falling in others, and I feel like I'm the mercury. Odd.

Do you ever sometimes take a step back and look around at the big picture. Do you realize how trivial most things are? Makes you feel kind of foolish in that moment, until your snapped back into reality and back into unrecognized(?) foolishness. Foolishness can actually be pretty fun at times, trust me! I run around this crazy nation of ours enough to know that. Take now, for example. I'm sitting in Utah. Foolish? Maybe. Maybe not. That's something I won't know until the time passes, although I'm definitely leaning towards maybe not.

Apparently, for some, foolishness can also equal smarts. If you are that person, you learn. That, I think, is where everyone wants to be, it's where most people are because if they aren't there-they obviously aren't smart enough to even wish they were there...they already would have acted on it. It's like the druggie who knows they need to quit, but they just keep doing it. not smart.
Well, Lesson over! School's out. I'm off my pedestal that I should obviously never jump on again (but probably will)! :)

.Better.

The feeling of longing.
The want for better.
The need for something.
What's missing from myself?
And, am I finally finding it?
Slowly but surely I feel my life piecing itself together,
Coming together from pieces never seen before.
Pieces never seen with open eyes and a clear heart.

My mind and body are happy,
But there is something my soul is reaching for.
Something larger than anything I can imagine.
And I do imagine it...Being whole.
To be whole is a reality I can feel calling me, pulling me.
A reality that I can better myself,
Mind, body, soul....and spirit, all together.
A reality I will reach, and live out.