I have an old blog (about 2 years old) that I just never wanted to erase, I'm simply entertained by it. I decided to share it with everyone because, I just plain like it. :)
I can't sleep. I just got back from Baker today, and I'm already sick of the city. awww, nothing new! Two months and counting until ketch-a-town. ketch a can of busch. ketcha can't of miller light. oh no.
I had an awesome day today. I left to come home, but found out my deal-ee-oh I had going on was cancelled. I didn't have to work, so I flipped around real quick.
Why leave a sunny mountain when there's nothing to do down south anyway? I like that type of thinking. So, I tried to catch one of my buddies before they all left to go somewhere, that didn't happen, and my feet were hurting from not being stuffed in big silver tinsel boots strapped to a piece of wood. So, I went up.
Luckily, my good friends were thinking the same exact thing, and called & found me dead tired from hiking some random spot, lost. Yeah, lost. that was kind of sucky. Once they got there, it was on. I had everything I could have asked for.....snow, board, a g couple great riding partners, sun, sun & sun, slush, chairs that float through the woods, arm vents. perfect. Sorry george hopper, you'll just have to wait for my pass through!
Is there one thing that makes you happy? I noticed that. When things go hectic, I run to the top of a mt. No where else. It's kind of odd how people are searching for some meaning and not just trying to be happy. chill. maybe if you chillaaaax, everything will fall into place. Yeah, you need money to live in this world, but why is that all people ever care about. Self-centered bastards. Get a hobby that's not green and paper and has the flu living all over it. I have to say, I love moolah, and I'll take it anyday, but if that's all I cared about, I'd go insane. I'll live in a cardboard box, it's all good. well, it would suck, but I could shower in a creek or lake nearby. What am I writing about. wow.
Have you ever sat there and people watched? It's a fantastic hobby of mine, I guess. I realized that the mojority of the world is just trying to fit in and "be cool." why? If someone doesn't like you, then maybe you should find someone who just does, instead of trying to convince someone to. Hell, maybe that mean person has some huge issues that you don't want to deal with. Everything happens for a reason, good & bad. just flow with it. chill.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
**Life, you twist and turn**
Have you ever wondered what's going to happen next? What's just around that turn? Should I take a U turn?
Things can be hard, things can be tough-it's true what they say though, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. You can take it as bullshit, or you can take it as a positive thought to get you through your next turn. Either way, you're using it, so who ever thought that up is getting use from it.
Sometimes the way you feel through these tough times are like a cyclone tearing through your room, you come home and find your bed turned upside down, the next day, you find your bed back in place ready to be wept and slept in.....but your favorite pair of underwear is hanging on the ceiling, out of reach. Along with your favorite pair of pants, now dirty and peed on by the cat....not to mention your running late. With traffic. For something your have looked forward to for a month. Damnit. You think, 'okay, I have another pair.' Slip them on, on you can't button them. Oh, the lovely feelings of no control.
If you think about things differerently, you can come out positive......you have no control over these situations.....but if you did-would you just complain about being bored?
My father is in the hospital, receiving treatment for Melanoma. Saying it lightly, I'd say.....IT SUCKS. But, I have never talked to him as comfortably as I do right now. Let me tell you, it did NOT start that way, I was very uncomfortable. But as the hours went on-and the realization of my feelings for my family came clear, it got easier. I cried with my mom, brother and sisters, I talked to them openly-and felt better afterwards. I have always had a feeling of uneasiness talking to them, maybe because I'm the youngest, 6+ years younger. Maybe it's because I have few people to open up to, either way, this whole situation has actually been a positive one (considering). I very much wish it could have been under different circumstances, but there's no control over that.
I'm at the point where I'm writing for me, I'm not writing for the reader. I'm writing for my own peace of mind, to get myself to sigh that relaxing sigh of relief---so I have no clue where I am actually going with this whole blog! All in all, I guess just remember, positivity is a helpful crutch, so use it. It may sound cliche and like a joke-but it really is true.
Why go through life negative and create those worry wrinkles when you can have smile lines instead. Remember, smiles lines are easier to hide because they are caused by smiles-which means you can't see them when ARE smiling......and if you have those smile lines, it means you're smiling an awful lot. Get what I'm saying? Smile. :)
I don't proofread my stuff.....so some of it may be confusing-just like me! Just like life! So....LOVE IT ANYWAY!!!
:)
Things can be hard, things can be tough-it's true what they say though, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. You can take it as bullshit, or you can take it as a positive thought to get you through your next turn. Either way, you're using it, so who ever thought that up is getting use from it.
Sometimes the way you feel through these tough times are like a cyclone tearing through your room, you come home and find your bed turned upside down, the next day, you find your bed back in place ready to be wept and slept in.....but your favorite pair of underwear is hanging on the ceiling, out of reach. Along with your favorite pair of pants, now dirty and peed on by the cat....not to mention your running late. With traffic. For something your have looked forward to for a month. Damnit. You think, 'okay, I have another pair.' Slip them on, on you can't button them. Oh, the lovely feelings of no control.
If you think about things differerently, you can come out positive......you have no control over these situations.....but if you did-would you just complain about being bored?
My father is in the hospital, receiving treatment for Melanoma. Saying it lightly, I'd say.....IT SUCKS. But, I have never talked to him as comfortably as I do right now. Let me tell you, it did NOT start that way, I was very uncomfortable. But as the hours went on-and the realization of my feelings for my family came clear, it got easier. I cried with my mom, brother and sisters, I talked to them openly-and felt better afterwards. I have always had a feeling of uneasiness talking to them, maybe because I'm the youngest, 6+ years younger. Maybe it's because I have few people to open up to, either way, this whole situation has actually been a positive one (considering). I very much wish it could have been under different circumstances, but there's no control over that.
I'm at the point where I'm writing for me, I'm not writing for the reader. I'm writing for my own peace of mind, to get myself to sigh that relaxing sigh of relief---so I have no clue where I am actually going with this whole blog! All in all, I guess just remember, positivity is a helpful crutch, so use it. It may sound cliche and like a joke-but it really is true.
Why go through life negative and create those worry wrinkles when you can have smile lines instead. Remember, smiles lines are easier to hide because they are caused by smiles-which means you can't see them when ARE smiling......and if you have those smile lines, it means you're smiling an awful lot. Get what I'm saying? Smile. :)
I don't proofread my stuff.....so some of it may be confusing-just like me! Just like life! So....LOVE IT ANYWAY!!!
:)
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